one wish

well i recently wrote about my problems with having a baby, well i went to my doc and he prescribed me metformin hoping to regulate and help me ovulate, well there was one problem with this is i couldnt tae pills, i had tried so many times but could never swallow them, never have been able to even back to when i was younger and me and my cousin were out skating in the garden and ispained my wrist my mom tried to get me to take a pill but i couldnt swallow it then, well i now hae to cut one pill into 4 pieces then use a sports bottle to drink from, i know this is weird but this is the only way i can do it, plus this is one thing that i want so bad it is a big thing for us, well i have been taking these pills for a few weeks now and am hoping that it helps me out because on the plus side these pills can help me to lose weight as it sorts out my insulin resistance so that should help with my arms and back which i was a little bit bothered about being in my wedding dress whre every other part of my body is covered other than these areas. Another good part about trying for a baby that me dave and my mom have spoken about is how great it would feel to have either a mini me or mini dave either walking down the aisle or being escorted by my mom, i would be so delighted to be able to share my big day with a little one that i can show when they grow up just how much it ment to me for them to be there to celebrate one of the best days of my life with them. i will still think my big day will be one of the most magical days ever if we are not blessed by then though.