my medical

I recently said that i wasnt on here for a little bit as i had some medical things that had to be done, well yesterday i had to go for a HSG x-ray, i know that when i have a baby it is going to be uncomfortable as a baby is quite large but the dr had to insert a balloon 'down there' and pump it up then inject dye in to see if my fallopian tubes were blocked or something but once they inflated the balloon the sensation was so weird, i wouldnt think that a baby that is growing wouldnt be growing quite that fast so i think my body would get used to the size but having the balloon grow to the size of a medium orange with in like a second isnt natural, well it was an experience i suppose lol, well it should be about 3 weeks till i get the results when me and dave go back to the fertility doctor that is when we get the results of daves 'mobility' too so i will have to see what they say about all that. i was also placed on metformin 3 weeks ago to help me ovulate so hopefully the ball will start rolling soon, it seems to be that there are alot of people i know who are having babies at the moment, not all of them are really deserving of them, but that is just the way it is, not all of them are though there are some that i am happy for as they are in loving and committed relationships so that is good but i just cant stand it when there are people who are pregnant but do not have a partner and are proud of it, its wrong and i cant wait till the government changes and they dont get all the benefits that they do and us people who work and want a baby will be better off.